[SIRO-1107] Amateur personal shooting, posting. 191 (Amateur)

<p>She doesn&#39;t want people to know who she really is. That&#39;s what she thinks. Because her true self is very weak, introverted, and ugly. She would rather die than be seen like that by others. So she has bright hair, wears gyaru makeup, tans her skin, and fixes her appearance to arm herself in the eyes of others. In other words, when she goes out, she is in a fighting state. She created this style after entering high school. She wanted to change the person she was as a child, the person she didn&#39;t like, so she decided to belong to a gyaru group. I remember being very nervous about the first words. This was the big moment that would determine her future life. The words she had thought out were very trite, but contrary to her expectations, the group welcomed her kindly. From then on, she learned many things and learned to arm herself. She was told that it was better to have her first experience early, so she was called out to by a stranger on the street and went to a hotel. It hurt, but the joy of being the same as everyone else was greater. From then on, she repeated the same thing every day, having sex with various people, and further improving herself. Sometimes, when she is alone, she feels a sense of emptiness. That was her true feelings, and she didn&#39;t think there was any need to hide it. But even so, she can say with confidence that she is having much more fun now than she did in the past. That was her identity, and her stubbornness. She won&#39;t waver from this stance in the future. She has a vague feeling that one day she will truly fall in love and want to start a family, but she thinks she can think about that when the time comes. Every day, every hour, every minute, she will continue to search for what she finds most enjoyable. And so, today, she finds herself in the arms of a stranger. Today&#39;s shoot is one that she will be paid for. If she can get paid for this, it might be her calling! That&#39;s what she thought.</p>